CONFUSION

Confusion! My Life is based on confusion. Half of the time I don't know which way is up or down. Some days I want to tell someone I like them. The next day I don't and then once again I do like them and then it continues.





My Life can be so confusing sometimes that there is no way I can ever contemplate what to do, like I just need some time to myself to think clearly. Thinking clear is sometimes the only thing I can do to stop myself from stressing over the little things that life has coming for me.





Is life really worth stressing on the Little things. Although it always feels like I do. I never know what to do. Most of the time, I just keep questioning my thinking and in the end I never get very far. I am always wanting things to be over with, but the more I question myself the more I confuse myself.





"I'm not confused, I'm just well mixed."
Frost, Robert





"I have never been lost, but I will admit to being confused for several weeks."
Boone, Daniel





I will admit that both quotes here are meaningful to me because of their ability to express that there are other people in this world that deal with confusion in their lives.






Although my life is Confusing, and I know it is never ending
I know I am not alone, so why am I closing the doors on my happily never ending story.
My life would not be what it is today if it wasn't for the confusion.
I am not the type of person that is going to wither away like some unexpected story.
I will live long and not alone. I am alone aren't we all. My life will end and no one will
remember why. It will all come to an end. Soon there will be nothing left. Nothing but
the mere confusion of why and how it happened. My life is a never ending story, my
children and their children will talk about their wonderful confused mother and
grandmother for generations to come. My life will seem to have ended but never will.
At least my confused life wont. Only the rest will. As I grow older I will continue to tell my
story and will continue to talk about my life and what became of it. I will tell children of
many ages stories about Adventures , Mysteries, and of course Romance anything that my
life consists of.
Confusion is it just the mere thought of it that confuses people. Or is it the way people think about confusion that confuses them. Or does everything confuse people these days.
I know confusion can be very confusing in a way that ... people know it is confusing. Life is not all it is craked up to be or is it.
What is more confusing to you?

Up down or down up or

left right or right left

you tell me.

Somedays that is what my life is like:

Up down left right or down up right left

Most days I am just spinning and when I stop ...

Do you think the world stops long enough for me to think?

No Yes or Yes No

What is your answer

Mine you ask is:

No Yes
Welcome to my confused, out of control, messed up Life.

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