My 20th Birthday

As everyone knows the 20th birthday of a girl or boy is not very important. I mean come on it's not a milestone in life. No but your 21st is more the milestone then ever.

Let me just say that today is my 20th birthday! I have no plans today for my birthday except that I have to work on my birthday which by all means sucks. I woke up this very morning to a phone call from my mom sing Happy Birthday to me! It was not that bad but after I hung up with my mom I felt as if I was going to have the crapyest birthday of my life. I feel today like I am coming down with a cold. I have had an upset stomach for the past couple days. I woke up with a headache.

By the way my day is not even half over I still have to go to work at 3 o'clock til 5 o'clock and yes I know I am only working for maybe 2 hours but I am not in the mood for the kids that I work with to get me pissed off today by maybe not listening to directions or just plain misbehaving.

I had the most interesting weekend.
Basically this is how it happened:

On Saturday
Ray gave me a bear because
on Friday night he had pissed me off
and the bear was his apology;
and there was more to that bear
that I eventually figured out.

Basically when I was in Florida I asked Ray to rate on a scale of
1 to 10 how much he liked me so he answered me 7 and I too gave
him a 7. Okay, so I come back he continues to hang out with Alycia and I
I begin to notice that his feelings for me are getting stronger and stronger.
So just before my birthday he gets me really upset the next day he gives me a bear
saying he is "sorry".
That very night I ask him what was the real reason he gave me the bear and he replies
"I felt like it".

But truthfully I actually had a deep gut feeling for why he really got it for me.

The next day Alycia and I go swimming in her pool and then I decide to call Ray after we have eaten and when he comes over the 3 of us hang together for a little and then Alycia goes outside on her deck and then Ray and I are alone in her breeze way and he tells me that "the real reason he bought me the bear is for something else" and I respond by saying "What", he says "you know what", I said "does this mean that the rating of 7 you gave me in Florida is now a 10", and he replies "something like that" and then "laughs" and then I ask him "or has your rating gone from 7 to off the charts" and he replies again "something like that" and "laughs". And then I begin laughing out loud. And then I of course told Alycia and that was that.

Besides for the crappy start of my birthday I plan on enjoying the rest of my birthday and having fun too.

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